It's so close you can touch it smell the fear taste the life as you crush it its everything that you wanted leaves a bitter tatse in your mouth though dont it of all the things my father said its that the ones that you need always leave its a hard thing to believe but your love's just not worth what you think it is I saw a woman drink the blood of saints with eyes so beautiful they stung like mace she said you can eat the flesh of generals and kings if you just believe in me I'll give you everything don't cry dont panic dont break now you've killed everything thats in your way theres no where left to lay the blame listen closely you can hear all the lonely alcoholics sing I just want a crutch that wont self destruct I want your love but its not enough I just want a crutch that wont self destruct I dont want to hate but its all ive got its so close you can touch it smell the fear taste the life as you crush it its everything that you wanted it leaves a bitter tatse in your mouth though dont it of all the things my mother said its hide your weakness like a disease once they find it they always leave cause your love's just not worth what you think it is you should know even if your too hurt to change you cant go back its never the same dont cry dont panic dont break now you've killed everything thats in your way theres no where left to lay the blame listen closely you can hear all the lonely alcoholics sing I just want a crutch that wont self destruct I want your love but its not enough I just want a crutch that wont self destruct I dont want to hate but its all ive got