#loyalty #xanderoxygen #lyrical_contageous #missyoudadandmom we fall in love with faces and not the hearts you said you love me with all your heart but i know you lie i have seen ladies with beautiful faces but deep down they beast at heart dont even care what you look like i saw you yesterday night kissing mike i left my job and all drove all the way just to make you mine i brought you roses and beautiful flowers to bright up your day but everything wilterd so i trash em away i was growing strong in love but seeing what you did made me weak and i don't think i will have time to heal i don't think i can love again cuz now i have trust issues all the opportunities we had was misused and you think it all my fault i didn't blame it on you and i will never blame it on you i believe it meant to happen but healing from that pain was impossible and still not possible when you came through with mike and didn't say hi i was feeling invisible i know that we all aren't perfect you know i tried my best and you failed all my test loving you wasn't easy and sweet it was like an endless journey filled with lies and cheats loneliness and sadness hovering over my soul when you said it was over I couldn't come closer to your friends cuz they think i am the one at fault but you fucking pretend I have been to the east side and to the west side all them ladies cheated on me and did me bad my heart shattered and nobody to fix me i was in pain wait a minute I am still in pain you of all people knows the pain i have been through and the things i had to do i know your friends made you do what you did to me i thought loving me was easy for you and you would say nothing but the truth can you reminisce about the fun we had on your birthday? we had sex on the couch and that was my best day i fell in love with you the first day it was as if you took my breathe away i would love to have you back and it's kinda urgent i want your love for me to be endless for better and for worse we will be together till the end i promise to be your man and forget about all the things you did and all you've said this is my letter to my ex