Suicidal Thoughts

wake up in the morning got depression in my head suicidal thoughts keep a rope around my neck love me while im here, please don't wait until im dead love me while im here, bitch u heard what i just said sippin on some tea, i just tryna relax cigarettes with coffee, thats the best feeling thats fax my life so messed up, please dont ask me why im sad tryna fight the sadness, end up doing something bad ayy fuck all y'all mothefuckers lemme roll me up a blunt fuck all of these bitches always fucking up my life bitch u aint a boxer why u always wanna fight pussy haters ask me why my chain shining so bright white boy motherfucker grew up on the west side of the city that is always shining in the night tryna get some money then you wake up doing life smoking every day, got a homie sniffing white you never gonna see me in courtroom for a trial one homie got locked up i ain't seen him in a while choppa hit yo ass, know i got murder on my mind imma nice guy, but when you diss me i aint kind tired of this world, but i dont wish i was blind climbing to the top,and im leaving yall behind grew up in the streets theres no way i am refined at the top one day, bitch im always on my grind