upset and hurt

Every time I fall down it just hurts to see the world fade in front of me. it feels like you have forgotten me, when I wasn't with you my dreams are also forgotten. you just left me with a dying and broken heart. I thought you loved me and now evertime you leave are crying about what just happened between us.i think that both of us has no words for each other, every time you leave, I just hear your voice inside my head. I always wonder what happened between us that made us to feel so upset and hurt. I still the feel the pain that you caused me when you walked out the door. what both of us do make each other upset about everything. it feels like I have nobody to love. my head hurts from the pain that both of us has caused. I still hear you voice inside my head and always telling me that still love me, I try too happy but it still hurts when you leave 💔. my life is over and now I have to disengage myself from friends and family.