I took a look at myself and I wondered, is this who I want to be, or is it who I was meant to be, but mentally, this worlds not meant for me, so imma bleed Imma pop some pills, it’s the only thing I feel, got this thorn in my heart that I feel forreal, but I just gotta deal, deal with the devil imma get a thrill. had faith in god until, until I met the Missis, missis pain, missin rain, used to hide my face, but now it’s clear, there’s no hope for me, but hopefully, I find the light in a memory, I got memories, of people fadin, now I’m aimin, to the sky, truth and lies, it’s all complacent, why my heart is vacant, just gotta have patients, like a doctor not a lifesaver, imma take her, take her to the depths of my heart, that’s when it gets dangerous,