back in the day

back in the day when you were still around had me so in love in love with ideas instead of being in the real world you broke me of it you snapped me out and showed me love is made up made for those who cant be broken its obvious that cant be me now cause the way you got me feeling im just lost in the crowd cause every where i look all i see is you now got my head in the clouds lack of oxygen got me all woosy headed fell down and hit it now i need some stitching cause i feel im at rock bottom but keep digging deeper how can you take someones love and turn it cold as the reaper takes someones demons and flip it just to cut me deeper but you push that to the side cause all you wanna do is see her so you keep ignoring all of the red flags shes putting out just not to you she got you wrapped around her finger now she build you up and break you down drag your heart all on the ground kick you back when you stand up just to prove shes not in love but why is she proving that to us truth is i was enough you were just scared of feeling completed cause somethings always been missing i know i could feel it that when i said i loved you you wanted to repeat it now we went our seprate ways and im feeling so defeated cause no matter how hard i try my mind you just wont leave it its been 3 years just fucking take my heart and never return i dont care if i ever feel again cause this shit really fucking hurts waking up everyday only you on mind thinking i fucking love her id give anything to make her mine get a house on a prairie a couple of horses and cows you already caught the joker i guess that just leaves me now batmans coming back but leaving his heart in a cell cause you became a harley quinn your now good for me now so ill just turn and leave no mirrors no looking back on it now id rather be heartless and alone than in love and bitter cause you supposed to have your friends but she let her husband hit her then she hits you up and says lets hangout i got dinner fuck you stupid bitch cause i aint even with it i hope you fucking drown on ur scuba diving mission cause i will not ever miss you i will never ever need it cause when i felt i was at my lowest you cut me even deeper i never saw it coming so the cut was even cleaner