its been along time coming amazed that I made it this far my blood still running and im still breathing living proof there's a God if you need a reason hoping I live To see a bunch of more seasons I want to see my kids grow and have a family and living life happy before I'm deceased I'm getting older I woke up looked in the mirror seen a crease on my cheek no matter the shit I been through on my face you still see a smile the way to beat my enemies that try and bring me down I make them wonder How I stay on top I believe and keep faith in God so when life hands me a shitty have I know I'll defeat the odds I'm dealt even if it's means I gotta do for myself this life is what we make it and for those stuck in hell listen to these words I speak and I promise you can make it out its when your weak the devil creeps so what's that mean the devils weak to homie stay strong and know you're not alone cuz God sees you and no I'm not the one to ge you I want the best for the world lord I ask that please always bless my boy and girl and key them know that no matter what they will always have my love it's hard so I gotta try my hardest to ride above the hardships why people be so heartless I will never know but I won't change my heart just to be like them naw call me lame or a square I don't care I lost count how mane times I got hurt but it's all too the g double o d good cuz in the end I shall prosper when I was young I wish I would've thought first I feel lost hurt Sad and alone at times but what can I say that's life