they dont want you to get up

let go and let God-they tell #juniorghoststudio #eternityrecordsinc #bashinbagbroz #hiphop #rap #rapfame #rapfameteam #rapfamea&r #bandlab #pittsburghrapper #pittsburghartist #pittsburghmusician #johnstownpa #johnstown #floodcity #hockeyvilleusa #bestrapperyouneverheard #bestrap #deep #deeprapper #deeplyrics #new #fresh #hot #fire #freestyle #eastcoast #eastcoasthiphop #eminem #nf #jellyroll #brabogator #tupac #banger #follow #trending #viral #youttube #soundcloud #trailerparkunderdogg me this but dont know how i feel, thats easier said then done -kill the pain with thoaund pills -no help juat trying to pull your hard-they kick you when your down- they dont wana see you get up -they dont give u a chance to speak -they wont listen just keep your fuckin mouth shut-praying above like theres a really creator-they say you aint doing it right unless you have atleast one hater-then im heavily debated and locally hated and protested with pickett signs make me the poster child im self nominated- so much stress i gota go choke my chicken yeah relief stress couple times a day masterbated- its crazy my son passed it seems fresh to me but i guess now the tatoos faded-i got one chance only shot- i gota make something outa nothing bc nothing is allls thats left -givint up fuck no i cant be stopped- just a piss pot and broken mind-waking up in sarrow walking through the day alone in the darkness like im blind-caught in a bind-couple months i didn't get out of bed those couple months ive spent just cried -more tears then my entire life year thats 30 years - cute viens drained blood i shed- i cant forget the shit that people did and all that lies they said-my body got sick -and mind sicker i gota Geta a grip bc death is around the corner im making kt approach quicker -im just trying to paint the picture?(do you see it yet?waters thick but bloods suppose to be thicker appreciate what you got but dont let them use you til nothings left-familys all you got - aint that a joke ?turn your back and families the first to want problems til your come back at em then they dont really want smoke- they take everything til your broke -dont trust anyone best advice i can give a friend -bc when push come to shove you only have your own back in the end- where you guna bw when the worlds over and this all ends ?(when the lord comes down from the heavens and nomore games and nomore pretends