Aggravated paying attention being alert meditating that's if you see my text I don't know what's going on between us I don't care what you talking about you just don't got time for me so you go handle what you have to handle and hit me up one of these days that's if you see this text I got it chill and relax like you said you don't see my text message so you leave me on sceneI got to take care of what I got to take care of too so it's understandable I hate when you act like you don't see my text messages and trying to act like your phone acting dumbEqually emotionally temptation starvation from the community from confusing brain form not equal makes everything complicatedIt's probably a reason that we can't be together or we separated it's because the lifestyle that we live in and the people that would be around with that's kind of interesting in a different way in a different formThat's like if you sneeze and bacteria and you not washing your hands afterwards and put it in the door knob and you get sick from it and you get the vibe from it that's a shame my lover for my blessingsa different form of my lifestyle that I had realized and I learned from it jelly see hatred when I look in the clouds see that people is not faithful in a different love way relationships marriage family doesn't even matter that's a shame so if someone that think I'm not focus enough never can get that one back that's a shame