MY LIFES SO CRAZY

yo my life's so fucked up when I dropped outta college worked in em shitty ass jobs never really staying in it too long coz I was chasing my vice dragon whenever I smoke to awaken it I poke this coulda given my life a stroke my minds multiversing right now thinking I'm good but my body's starving tryna feed it food but I choke fucking devil shit this nigga a joke just like people and fiends injecting their body with heroin, fucking bum ass homeless people smoking street ice, and even privileged people snorting that bullshit columbian or peruvian coke so I prayed to God for forgiveness with guidance to deliver me from this evil demon that I created myself down in this grave that these vices got me to crave that in it I gave as I saw the whole world in hallucinations that gave in and cave but as I made a change life took off to the better of it with greener pastures people giving me good gestures no more horrible life lectures saw the whole world in new textures and I sought out to new ventures no longer living in a shadowy fear as in recognition to God and that changes were made my eyes drew its first ever emotional wreck to a joyful tear to see things in crystal clear as my beloved mom said my son my dear you are in the Almighty's graces here at this point only challenges remain just tryna pull me back in, get me detain but I still managed to abstain motherfuckers and homies I'm going insane maybe I'll die clean or with promises in vain as the horns from my head I tore off to rejuvenate the angels divine halo avoiding pipes and needles I just lay low yo wtf oh no, people tryna get into my head poisoning to decay clouding it to delay handing out my sins again through my old vices to slay , I ask God to help me be guided by wisdom I say, asking him why are people again tryna reel me back in the gray, when I'm already tired of this deathly fray God replied my son its the demons beneath your feet that wants your body on a stake and your soul for theirs to take and your head on a plate and your heart on a tray if you mistake to turn back from me and betray