Alone

so stressed by all the expectations set the bars so high now it's hard reach it life is never fair buh maybe i can try to bleach it And turn the condemnation to a world you cannot visit I just wanna be alone !! i don't need no girlfriend my emotions died long time ago and it has been me on a low with my pen notepad and my rhyme skim a sketch pad, animations and life's been fair for a while, i get them want they need like am a delivery guy buh no one's here for me and am really ask why So am happy to be changed, is high time i show u that ive broken off the cage i just wanna be alone switching off my phone sleeping in a coffin but am feeling like at home reading off of nothing cause i did this off the dome Guess am spitting automatic like i swallowed a fishes bone i just wanna be alone, kiddi Got up my bed while i try to on my phone, maybe I'll get a text buh they left all on read, And it made it clear, am de only one that loves sheddi they hate the songs, they hate the animations they said i only win when theys no proper competition they love to see me broke beg and suffer a rejection And then question my abilities and suffer in depression.. Remember when i made a song, it went off beat put my feelings on whats wrong i relied on speed guess i was faking it, others are making it wonder whats wrong with me, i need a lobotomy, what in the carotid artery.. My mind is library, People be fasting and praying buh they cannot copy me... why will it worry me why in the fuck are they mocking me lyrics are weak can this labels discover me this is metropolis, Eat or eaten evading the memories, this song is a heavy commodity who would have thought of it sheddi is his Nemesis it was never Sheddis enemies