WHOLESOME GRIEF I

WHOLESOME GRIEF I suffering and revealin from wholesome grief its a solum piece smiles to hide the pain the pain melts my brain and paint felt liquids of the golden chain, reveal who you really are i cant/i wont ill say im passed out but im dead so who gonna write me a note lyrics way to cope so i bought a 50k coat the money blinds there eyes it opens mine wide drunk off fine wine is there a reality where im happy thats zero timelines so self harm but i survive they put me on a lifeline the hosptal i hate em they saved my life my friends i thank em they tried taking my time masquerade to hide how much i get paid money music but the shit is im broke inside and your seeing a broken side can i get help please i may as well let it all out people love me sum shit i doubt truth is i throw time over and i find closure when i think im bipolar at a party fake excitement i want the vibe over split in half like my four leaf clover multiple personalities multiple inhumanities this is my fuffering buffering from multiple nationalities