WEIGHING ME DOWN take away my mirrors i cant look at me speech vocabulary always speaks to me days of lost hope should i go ghost should i leave cus ive lost hope am i being used i feel like i am, 3 people dead in my life uncle dead and aunt organ failure to the mixture of my body losing control of my heart, hold me close hold me down hold me close weigh me down like gravity, are they taking control of me my music speaks to me personally shoutout haunted castle mental health something to talk about i self isolate in my body cus i dont know how to get out thinking i should go out probably not cus id be the dickhead for myself but if i dont speak much i was lime this in 2012 multiple mixtures fucking my mind up if i talk soon i wont be able to find fucks thinking about medication use thats silly i should probably be in a chokehold in a noose if this cold i can go darker thats when organs start shutting down and heart starts beating faster my parents betrayed me aka my master i cant be open about it cus then theyll put it on public and my mind on a charter, hold me close hold me down hold me close weigh me down like gravity, hold me close hold me down hold me close weigh me down like gravity