encouraging the church

sometimes I just feel like crying and giving up and then I look to where my strength comes from and I get back in the grind because I dont wanna be left Behind and I also dont want the people I'm assigned to bring back to Christ before the end of my life so I constantly ask God for advice because I'm not perfect by no means and my flesh always try's to get the best so I chose to invest most of my time in these rhymes and lyrical lines to help other climb up out of that hole they have dug and seems its gonna to be there grave I'm here to show them my King saves I've struggled with finding my identity most of my life and I couldn't find it till I found Christ Now as you see and hear He assigned me to Have a RAP type of personality Righteous assessing personality which came to reality when I realized that familiarity is my biggest spiritual fatality so I try to keep up with the constancy to make new Beginning a lifestyle that's worth while and making people smile is worth more than anything else I can think of besides my love for Jesus Christ people need the loyalty over variety every time not being put down every time they are trying to climb out you know what that does it spiritually drains them and they get sucked into sin because it is the only encouragement the get think about it if they can't get what they need from us as the church then where they gonna go when they hurt u know this from experience I've lived this and it's very difficult to be able to stay mentally physically and most of all spiritually healthy so people help me help Christ help them