life is what you make it

like the wise say when you have laughing your life you live longer but when you're sad and you're stressed you die faster that's the real mother f****** word when it comes to that matter nevertheless not trying to be so stressed sometimes life can seem like it's hopeless no f****** end of the tunnel or anything for the light to come for everything to be right for me to get everything in order to what I want to do and who I post to be and what I want to do my life decisions of time n**** is too much man can sit on f****** making sad n**** pass things n**** trying to put behind so why in the f*** I can't free my mind from the m************ inferior s*** that goes on from here day to day I just want to be myself n***** what I was born to be was being mean