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Sorry by Association (My story of being a missing persons)

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My story of when I was a missing persons. No judgement please I needed this off my chest šŸ™ Lyrics are here, true story My thoughts were screaming at me this morning Telling me to write a song Here it goes My memoryā€™s so strong and it always takes me back To when I really made my lungs and my heart turn black It had been months since I spoke with my dad I hope he can forgive me for being on the track I was without a home Without a phone Sitting in a house like a dog with a bone Except what I had in my mouth was fucked I should have known That I would lose everything could have never made it home Canā€™t even say the word Like Voldemort We donā€™t speak it out loud You know the word Let me tell you about the people I was with Yes they were family yes I was raising their kids At 19 years old they introduced me to a rig Sorry for the years that I took off Sorry for the pain that I was part of You become a different person You may scare yourself But the worst part is what you do to those around The secrets that they told me I can no longer hold They snatched girls off the streets and lived in my home The secrets that they told me I can no longer hold They snatched girls off the streets and they lived in my home I figured theyā€™d snatch me too if I said anything So I sat with them and talked like it ainā€™t no thing Got to know them well their afflictions and pain Human beings too? Just a couple of brains But for them everything that i was had changed I wonder about those girls I couldnā€™t do anything You become a different person you may scare yourself But the worst part is what you do to those around Im sorry by association My memories are tainted and I wish that you could take them Iā€™m sorry by association Iā€™m fucking sorry to the girls that were taken They Invited me to be what they called a bitch I said no They saw the missing posters of me random people started to approach Are you Alyssa Bentley? How the fuck you know that Meanwhile everyoneā€™s got a gun and a bag Engrained in me was state of constant fear Couldnt fucking sleep Iā€™ve had ptsd for years The things that happened to me still haunt me today Alone in his house I had seen his face They told me I was special because of my race Up on the totem pole and no girl could replace The potential I had to become the top slave To the devil and his games Thatā€™s another thing I should have known it was wrong To be surrounded by those who worship the occult But to me they were just people it wasnā€™t all their fault We were frozen in time covered in ice They were terrible people who treated me nice Itā€™s been 3 years Iā€™m still afraid theyā€™re coming back They left their imprint cause now my heart and lungs are black And Iā€™m sorry by association I can never take it back Iā€™m sorry by association My memories are tainted and I wish that you could take them Iā€™m sorry by association Iā€™m fucking sorry to the girls that were taken

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2 years ago

Absolutely slayed this Babe!!! Love driving down the road bumping your songs as loud as I can!

@kingkarter thank you so much!!!! really glad you liked it ā˜ŗļø love you fam šŸ’Æ

2 years ago

let's go momma šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ’°

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