I sit and write

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side tracked from looks on her face my mind's in outterspace can't take more heart ache she make my heart race mind state often caged lost in a haize rage lased in Saige a bitter taste im quicker paced need slow down don't want to hit her wait contemplate complicated don't mean to complicate think it over it's too late she's leaving this time but its fake this is the last time I'll do this last line then break this plate I awake for fuck sake she's gone love is real so is hate lovers quarrel lovers fate under covers night is day what's the date here's the two fucks that she gave the rings down a sewer grate nothing truer but this weight admit I made mistakes still love her? great earth quake I'm hurt Leggs shake narrow straight bent outta shape high as heaven's Gate at this rate I'll drop into a lake frozen over while I watch her skate a heart to break take my heart away while trying to escape this maze I'm amazed Ive kept faith prayed for grace prayed for change days are nights nights are strange old tripps in his grave keeping demons at bay so he can live to see a brighter day My mind craves hat my rhyme states I'm on stage looking out at the crowd searching out her face taking this dragon giving Chace to this high im living alive dead inside but I'll survive eyes open wide eyes shut at the same time but I'm not blind i can find a light when we fight we're both right and wrong at the same time ride or die twin flame both the same polar opposite with the world to blame midle of the night and during the days my soul calls her name I remain the same yet changed no one knows where I hide not even I but I cry tears stream my face across my heart when we're apart I close my eyes realise I'm rain clouds cry out water falls I'm in pain incomplete each Beat when I speak is me every track that I've laid every emotion that I've gave every thing felt from the music that I've played is an expresion of an experience that I've made you left wish you stayed alone I sit betrayed the days drag as the night shade cuts like a blade slayed inner darkness it's late Day turns to night I sit and write darkness turns to light I sit and write I'm missing you I sit and write i watch the skies I sit and write every tear that ivecried I'll sit and write Wrote down that I'm feeling down so high now I hit the ground I'm bound tied at the wrist so pissed I drown smile to a frown face of a clown in the crowd Im quiet there loud what I'm I about mind in the clouds brain full of questions clouded with doubt so I take a different route see the light I'm tight and wound starting to relax I pptake a bow shows over I'm sober wow hear my stomach growl nervous about drying out ... Wilding out styling out on the surface inside searching for purpose feeling worthless gifted what ever this curse is cursing curses fucking serpents turn table turn this earned gift into a service that serves Tripp a curved hit running bases like a served pitch you ran home didn't deserve this I stand deserted and nervous a knife to the sturnam would hurt less this is how hurt gets Chorus Time to borrow looking for a good night and better tomorrow but this sorrow like cold snow melting ice won't know the change in season up most nights! searching for reason tempers hot heart is freezing still apart needing something to believe in I look to god pl to¡eading for freedom from seeming like I'm being a demon dreaming of greeting what is pleasing I'm pleading for freedom a being looking for meaning deeming myself worthy of seeing what there's left to believe in pulse is racing my wrist is bleeding the words I'm heading are love lost midle summer morning frost lines drawn lines crossed moments tossed caught in depression I'm writing this session but at what cost in God's grace tears stream my face but I'm lostheart quickly beats vision blurry and I drop I wake from this dream life is exactly as it seemed I'm here and she's not I'm caught up in deas that I jot boxed in a hole like a fox hawck my music box and the beat stops

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Paul Thompson

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4 years ago

CEO RAZOR

4 years ago

Follow me on here an I’ll follow up with an listen to my song Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥

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4 years ago

Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥

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