I wish I didn't wake up today I been smiling through all my pain I wish I could say what I wanna say but nobody listen to me any way my moms hooked on cocaine while she gone I be playin taking stealing selling drugs cuz my dad never gave a fuck having no parents really sucks so now I have to stand on my own everyday I get stoned so I can be alone in my thoughts deep out like a astronot thoughts like will I die soon or later naww its my head being a player I should escape