Never knew what I had Thought it would work out Hard times hard feelings all it was about Listen to the raindrops staring at the clouds Never had it easy I done made it out the mud Members times I had to sell just to get some bud Only thing I needed was just double cup Never want my life to be depended by judge Moving three times it was hard to adjust Gettin to the money and for me that is a must Never nobody that I could ever trust Just me on my own always had to ride the bus Nobody ever liked me member talkin to my crush She said she liked my vibe but I would never see the love Remember being down wonderin if I’m enough Never had a lot I was happy when I had some Mixin all these drinks sippin on the rum Cold hearted nigga I done made it out the slums Smokin all this weed got me smokin out my lungs Remember being down had nobody I could call Nobody there to catch me when I’m about to fall Been praying to the lord I was hoping he would stop Cold nights all alone stayin in the shop When I got the news about my mom nothing was the same I’m sittin all alone makin songs on rap fame And If you ever lost me that’s a damn shame So many problems in my life but who am I to blame Everything that happened is why I became The man who I am, the man who is sam I wake up in the morning nd I tell myself damn I put myself down again and again And then I start to wonder why I ain’t have friends It was never my intent I was just living life And now everybody sees the pain in my eyes Remember tellin lies, remember cuttin ties Remember having good news tellin all my guys Now all I do is sit alone and I cry I couldn’t live my life if I couldn’t get high Sit down and I sigh, askin god why Why he pick me to live the hard life Why my homies have die, why my momma leave me If I told you this was my story you wouldn’t believe me Remember having dreams of momma seeing me on tv