let's start from the beginning let's try to envision witnessing my baby poping proscription pills in the bathroom that got me thinking what if my life is sinking that got me back to drinking it useless it makes you feel exhausted it makes you do some nonsense come on lets cut the bullshit you know i have that bullhead cant tell nex i'm harmless i'm flawless my rhymes are in the darkness i'm always in my office.... meanings i'm jumping sealings i've got alot of dealings my heart and my mind healing i just don't know what i'm feeling i feel like i'm competing, greetings to all the hater's operators everybody that saw me blow up everybody that knows me grow up my family knows i'm to much i just keep quiet don't say much i just keep quiet don't say much they know i love e'm to much when you look at me please don't judge ohh bby you don't understand it a matter of life and death as long as i'm alive i'm alive.