i hate when i call like this ...cuz i hate when i feel like that ....rn im sittin here alone tonight thinkin bout that ... ik my life is lil off track.. and all ik rn is just matterfact... i dont wanna feel like this....cuz i hate feeling like that...i just hate feeling like that hate w im dwn on my luck .need help gettin out of this dump ...and nomatter wat alway feeling like im always goin epnd up stuck it just me being me and dis depression shtti5t really does suck wat can i say at the end of da day but damnit man wt fuck i been left in da storm stood alone in rain it just taught me how to get use to all my lifes struggles and bs dat comes with all my pain but and wise man told me once .. without that there nothing really man can go and gain....i kno my heart never be same just need new mindframe so i can make it out alive in dis game ..rather i make it out here on street ..or out of there in riches an fame.. regardless in end betcha everybody will still remember m and they will always remember my name... nobody ever here my cries or or even kno why cuz they never around or ever xvii here a single sound and nobody knos why or kno abiut them nights i was alone and knos about the pq pain that caused the tears on nights i was all alone ive cried . ...need help getting over dis hump i slip and fell dwn and i hit rockbotton time or 2 but i went stood right back up ... took my bruises and took my lumps... ...go bluff fuck it ...cuz enough is finally enough and i kno i was taught and raised to be and built ford tough but rn it all seems like a lil to much ..cuz gotta fin zd away to go on ... and roll on and even gotta go be strong ...and find away to still just hold on even if i gotta do it alone on my own just kno your the reason for my song and the reason i feel like i still belong aand reason why im still here ..tryin to still just carrying on it want be long i promise u all be back wuth ur dad here at home i been left in da storm stood alone in rain it just taught me how to get use to all my lifes struggles and bs dat comes with all my pain but and wise man told me once .. without that there nothing really gain....i just need new mindframe so i can make it out alive in dis game ..rather i make it out here on street ..or out of there in riches an fame.. regardless in end betcha everybody will still remember m and they will always remember my name .. im still surrounded by loniness and darkness ..yeah its all i can still really see.. and all i can really go and feel ..while searching myself inside of my soul looking for away to seal da deal .. cause its seems to be only feeling i have left now ..and nomatter wat its always here around me... and wow.. yeah dats da truth tho and dats wats really real ..and im goin thru sum rls rn dats wats really is da 0ú ...so tell me how tf am i suppose to really go and fuckin feel yall are the best i had inside me yall are my only dreamif uac i dream of and believe and only vision i hmundim i promise to always be here and never go change my love for ya will always be da same ik oyr lives are mess up ans its like broken train from all the nights aline in rain dealin with all hurt and heartach and pain dat we all gotta suffer in vain just always remember to hold u head up and be proud of who we are and our name ....never give up even tho i kno our lives are hell theres 4 things dat are certain in life thats prison or jail and heaven and hell ... and im not proud of wat iv done in my past but proudest thing from my past that i can say i had ...use to look me in eye and call me dad.. now im looking for away to escape the pain dat got us scar and go get away from it all somewhere far and live on sum bright shiny star..... so i sing chorus