Music Sincere Noble #CarefulWhatYouWhishFor Be careful what you wih for life is like a seasaw. Up and down jigsaw cut you up in in all fours. Conflicting life styles some shake it with a smile. Meanwhile on edge shit stacking on piles. Try hard to reconcile more problems on compile. Bad decisions on misfile thought it was worthwhile. But its hard i got to reconsider and refile. Use to run with the in crowd living like im hostile. Clearly i was astral jumping through them portals. Attitude was awful nigga wasn't normal. Buried deep inside dug em up ancient fossils. I was not a role model but a street apostle. Reading lessons like they novels. Life style was unlawful. Use to hustle and jostle. In the dirt with the grovel. Nigga living in the bottle. On the grind in the squabble. A marvel im immortal. But im known to be immoral. Be careful what you wish for life is like a seasaw. Up and down jigsaw cut you up in all fours. Since the death of my mother and my nephew past away. I been in and out with vises intoxicated everyday. Thats the evil of my sins on them areas are grey. Shit be preying on my soul like a predator to prey. Shape and molding me directions Milton Bradley like im clay. Heavy like a burden im just carrying the weight. There's a logic to this shit ways and actions on split. I endulge like a hypocrite trapped in the bliss. Im not fucking with a myth the abyss i don't dismiss. Word is bond im fighting hard and taking lots of risks. Devil play tricks crossing like a crucifix. So i down play the lunatics everything is politics. Nigga i survived the hood nonsense threw a lots of bricks. Now im clocking hours them days and night shifts. Im just living in existence striving hard not to exist. But the same time get mines among the coexist. Be careful what you wish for life is like a seasaw. Up and down jigsaw cut you up in all fours.