late!!!

it wasn't nothing for me say your name now that you are gone i cant explain, how much you meant to me momma, holding on to you from a jail cell almost my whole life the twinkle in my eyes when I would cry myself to sleep at night the only thing I would change about it was how you died i promise you Mom that shits not going to fly u taught me that silence is golden and to keep my eyes on the prize and now you looking down on me from sky you were always fly i know before you died you tried say goodbye overdosed on meds you were to high i knew you didn't want to die as your family said goodbye i watched you cry and that really hurt my pride although you couldn't speak i knew it was that time when my sister looked me and lied and tried to explain the quality of your life at that point is when my heart died walking out the room after I closed your eyes and that's the realest shit I ever done in my life now every conversation we would end with late so this is the last time I say goodbye love you more than anything the youngest of your five peace to the sky life's all about smiles and cry's