It had to be me

I was 16 with big dreams Telling myself everything I can be I see the finish line but I can’t reach I was running as fast as I can with both feet I swear one day imma make it out for me Yea imma make it out for me make it make make it out for me Imma make sure that my momma proud of me Even though the whole world douted me I climbed up of the rocks I got my back against the block So that way there’s no way I can fall Im crazy off the adder all Now I got all the party women dropped draws And all the niggas droppin jaws I have no flaws So fuck with me at your own cost I took my seat I earned my keep And one day imma make it out for me Yea one day imma make it out for me Imma make sure my momma proud of me Bless my family with no problem of sleep It had to be me I had to stay upon my feet No one wants it like me Imma accomplish my dreams I was a young buck But even thou I was young I wish I still gave a fuck Maybe it would be easier now to get it out the slumps But I didn’t know who I was I was surrounded by bums Who took advantage of me just for fun Like wtf I had enough I got tired of playing rough And it’s sad to say I had to push everyone away In order to change my ways And it still hurts till this day And I’ll spill the tea I did it for me There was so much more I had to be So many different things I could see If I gave up everything and chased my dreams