I know it I'll blow it but I'm gonna do it they told me don't do it you don't have to do it another will do it but I'm gonna do it I wanna see through it I'm gonna get through it but only some some will but I'll will myself to have the will to fight the mighty might just tidy this unorganized place advised and normalized hate and the unrecognized face with the fear to be erased with the hope to be addressed it appears to be a race to get to the point in life where you can just rest go into battle no chest piece decency left is this a test who am I up against was I even meant to see the things I've seen the scenes I've seen feel too powerful feel unaccounted for and doubted more than anything more than everything sometimes feel like a king sometimes feel like I'm hanging on nothing more than silly string silly me thinking that I could be whatever I want to be without having to achieve everything handed to me