in tha mix runnin through so much git me in a daze, in the mix trying to give my kids a btr play, in thd mix so many ups and downs like im on a wave, in the mix, i try so hard but im starting to lose faith 2x i swear im so and tired of being sick and tired so many night aint get no sleep im live wired, run my self to death on a daily fkn basis, like these cps workers out here with too many cases, they taking babies from us all no matter the races, in the mix runnin through so much got me in a daze, in the mix trying to give my kids a btr play, in the mix so many ups and downs its like im on a wave, in the mix i try so hard but im starting to lose my faith 2x whats this world coming to fk up a little bit they take yo kids from you, dont think they wont take yours too, taking suboxone without a script was all i had to do, i speak on this shit from personal experience, this my first written song cuz i need tge world to be hearin this, lakelynn dawson castan dylan all of my beautiful children, im so sorry yall didnt deserve to go through thst feeling, i promise my heart broke too, the day those fkn bitches took you, the same way i know all of yours did too, even though your back home i wish i could takr that pain from you, i know things have been hard lately but i promise we gone push through, just put your faith in daddy to do what he has to do, i know all that shit has got u acting out and got me fed up, just know that even when u mess up i love u and im always proud so keep ya head up