Too much

This pain is too much to take I beg god to change my ways I pray to have better days I lost passion I lost faith I got a heart that’s full of hate And I hate when they ask if I’m fine I have to look at them in the face and lie So please Please stay away Please please away In a couple years your gonna ask where im at Ima be where I am and your gonna be right where your at I won’t feel bad I won’t look bad I don’t have remorse for the ones who stabbed me in the back Was it worth it Or worthless Don’t be mad at your life when your the one that chose it Me I was mentally focused That’s the difference between you and me I was out chasing dreams So I don’t wanna kick it I don’t wanna link I don’t wanna chill I don’t wanna grab a drink I just want to be focused on me So please Please stay away Please please stay away Stay away just please stay away I’m tryin to find my purpose But the truth I can’t bare I can barley stomach I’m comin out the covet Tell the world make it public But whatever you do just make sure that you stay away Oh please just stay away I’m goin far away and I don’t need no one in the way So please please stay away And ever sense we broken up It’s like it’s not enough How much more can my life get fucked up To make you satisfied I just wanna set aside All the pain and lies That were on tha ride And all those times I cried I wanna forget those night I wanna move on I wanna change my life So please stay away from me You’ve done enough you e hurt me dramatically so please stay away from me You’ve done got me on my knees askin for refugee So please please stay away from me But it’s OK it’s all right i’m doing just fine I’m just living life and it’s kind of funny how fast the money came by And I wish it would’ve happened some other way but you and me both know it was going to happen some other day yeah it sucks but I had a fall down the level of now I go through life without giving to Fucks Do you know what it’s like to get choked up with no words smile to your family but you know deep inside that you hurt if I knew what I know now I woouldnt let you put me to the curb But that’s a lesson that’s forever learned First love will forever hurt But it’s OK I’m doin just fine Got my life together and I’m doing alright Hide away my pain and put it out of sight Never let anyone else in my life This is what happens when good guys always try And I seen it one to many times So many nights where guys took there fuckin lives Due to multiple lies All we do is try And we get a knife in our back every night Shits not right Needa change our lives Cause if you died would you be proud of your life