and I hurt so bad and im in to deep just want to put a bottle back and go to sleep I'm like a ghost you won't hear a peep im so quiet people call you a creep feel like a leech go to reach my hand out and I slip and fall the grounds to steep its soaking wet talk is cheap I was there when you needed me where the f*** are you now you know where to be found I can't see. and you locked me out and turn your back and left my heart so broken feel like I'm going to have a f****** heart attack. and I hurt so bad Im in too deep just want to put a bottle back and go to sleep. but I'll keep trying you keep lying and all these stupid words are flying and our love is dying out I keep reaching out and keep crying but all these tears are drying out what the f*** am I supposed to do now you f****** made a promise you gave me vows but it's over now how did I allow to let myself hurt this long got to be strong and move on but it's hard to do when you don't belong and you got your guns pointed out but they already got three more drawn you stick your hands in the air lay on your stomach you surrender. how did we get here and how did we get so far . and it hurts doing my core im laying beating broken on the floor I should have stuck it out I should have never walked through that door and I hurt so bad and I'm in too deep I just want to put the bottle back and go to sleep.