bad memories

I remember when my mama told me. boy be on ur shit cuz it be cold in the streets. then my og told me. boy if u alone in the streets better pack that 40. huh at least you know that u 30 deep. moma mentioned that at night she can't sleep unless im in her crib. but they done wiped thier hand's with me and let me go. i kno its hard at times with the road i chose. momma im sorry for all the times that I made u shed a tear yeah and thats foreal yea