S***'s going my way for the 1st the in my lifeI had to lose it all my kids and my Trifling wife I had to Live some of the strifling strife On the edge of my chair gripping my wrist and my knife before before I start the light got a job sobered up Saga Kept walking had to do it on my ownI had to fill up my own pocketNext do you know I walk it like I talk it got a job real quick things kept going up like a rocketGot that respect real talking at a promotion real quickShowed some devotion with itWorking my way back to my kidsGet them back they all thought I was joking never wanted to leave maybe they shouldn't throw Out I'm not down-and-out now that watchAs I step up and they're choking