from a young age we fell of that page im sorry I hid and bottled the rage you were up working and saving the day you tried to reach me but I went away pushed through your trauma kept filling the plate paycheck to paycheck was hell on your name doing your best ma were never to blame keeping us fed draw warmth by the flame but all through your life you only knew rain if only this world could have it changed I’d ask it to bear relieve some of the pain so we can try to find a reason to stay cut through the bullshit be blood in your veins sorry that debt has you wrapped in its chains that you and my father split up from the pain please know I love you so don’t feel ashamed cause I’ll never know what you’ve been through but because of you i continue x2 so I, think twice about it this world is frozen cold it hurts you I don’t doubt it and all the times you held my hand when I was drowning we found some humor plenty times when we was clowning and through the the nights where I could hear your silent shouting you give me strength to keep on climbing up that mountain take away the poison If i could a woman so misunderstood and though we grew up in the hood you taught me right you taught me good and that’s the reason I keep going feel this passion when I’m flowing taught me how to keep on rowing i know your sick I know your tired I’ll stay the course ignite this fire cause your an angel in the choir I’ll grab my wheel become the driver take my pen become the writer picturing a future brighter always know you’ll be a fighter your the fuel inside my lighter back since you were changing diapers feel your love in every fiber every day Is a reminder to be kind a true survivor never knew a woman wiser with each breathe we climb up higher