Pointless life
Back to this town and running around. Got myself trapped and I'm back on the down now. Have to do something get myself right, sick of this life, sick of always having to fight. Contiplating suicide not sure if I wanna die all I know is that I'm not going back inside. Back to the streets and hiding from the police doing anything I can just to well again. Waking up sick and stabbing myself don't know if I can hit don't know if I'll get well. Hate the way I feel hate this drug deal, laying back thinking man I wish this wasn't real. Praying to God asking for peace, asking him please let me die in my sleep, laying down in the grass bout to do my blast please God let this be the last let me OD let me flee from the life I made for me. Damn I wanna die, sick of getting high, looking for the right way to say goodbye. Is it fucking selfish that I wanna die, nobody no's the truth all I do is lie, looking them in the eyes saying I'm ok, but the Truth is that I hate myself today. Hate the life I made and I don't wanna live it, trying to fight through it trying to make the right decision. What I'm trying to say is that I don't wanna live it, don't wanna fix the life that I was given, maybe if I die I can start over, come back again with some love that I can show her, I'm a broken man with a broken heart, fucked up so bad and it's to late to start. My day is coming, consequences don't want em, told my PO fuck you and I'm back to the running, sick of fucking hiding, looking over my shoulder, thought this shit was done when I started getting older. Only peace I find I load up in a needle, wax bags full of tranq, dealing with shady people. This shits gotta stop, someone's gonna call the cops, hopefully the next one I buy is the one that makes me drop. Let me stop here while my eyes are full of tears, don't know what to do and I don't really care,
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Back to this town and running around. Got myself trapped and I'm back on the down now. Have to do something get myself right, sick of this life, sick of always having to fight. Contiplating suicide not sure if I wanna die all I know is that I'm not going back inside. Back to the streets and hiding from the police doing anything I can just to well again. Waking up sick and stabbing myself don't know if I can hit don't know if I'll get well. Hate the way I feel hate this drug deal, laying back thinking man I wish this wasn't real. Praying to God asking for peace, asking him please let me die in my sleep, laying down in the grass bout to do my blast please God let this be the last let me OD let me flee from the life I made for me. Damn I wanna die, sick of getting high, looking for the right way to say goodbye. Is it fucking selfish that I wanna die, nobody no's the truth all I do is lie, looking them in the eyes saying I'm ok, but the Truth is that I hate myself today. Hate the life I made and I don't wanna live it, trying to fight through it trying to make the right decision. What I'm trying to say is that I don't wanna live it, don't wanna fix the life that I was given, maybe if I die I can start over, come back again with some love that I can show her, I'm a broken man with a broken heart, fucked up so bad and it's to late to start. My day is coming, consequences don't want em, told my PO fuck you and I'm back to the running, sick of fucking hiding, looking over my shoulder, thought this shit was done when I started getting older. Only peace I find I load up in a needle, wax bags full of tranq, dealing with shady people. This shits gotta stop, someone's gonna call the cops, hopefully the next one I buy is the one that makes me drop. Let me stop here while my eyes are full of tears, don't know what to do and I don't really care,
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