grew up chopped and screwed up from birth i was cursed, had to figure out a way to escape from the pain that i had endured. my childhood was the worst. till i found a way to numb out the hurt. drink, snort, smoke, shoot anything i could afford. anything that i could score. i picked up an addiction and , i kept on wanting more. maintaining my habit became a full time chore. everyday, had to. have at least 4. me against the world. most my life was a blur, got to the point where i didnt care no more