I forgive you i had already forgave u Onika thank u u were the 1st woman who ever made me feel i dont know like i could reach my dreams and u know i did not mean to embarase u by telling da world i really liked u i know ur friends laughed im sorry hey ill b waitin for u when u have finnally moved on from that life were i never really enjoyed life i only wrote those songs to those other woman to get u mad yes i never got over u its Aaron i should not chose drugs over u but i just could not stop i did not enjoy making u cry one day we will meet again my friend a strong sister i dont feel too good im scared without u im scared to leave without u if we dont meet again im sorryfor turning away from God u deserve better and u keep going i know i was ugly but i tried it hurts to think about u and i cant qhelp but cry i dont got long so before i die tanya keep ur head up and thrive to survive