Have you ever lost a good buddy like your brother in the struggle yea that's a hard burden to swallow an deal with the roller coaster emotions you have to go threw one min your crying the next your mad at the world!!!! how could you just leave us behind just like that with a smile on your face an a I love you before you turned away I never knew that it was gonna be the last time that I saw you you left us all confused and wondering why all you had to do was pick up the phone like you always did an we would have been there for you we all have problems weu run into in life but I guess others deal with there's in a diff way just wished you made that call cause I'd been on my way brother you didn't have to go that way man I still don't understand or know what you was going threw we never thought in a million years that this would be you yea you left us all confused ya brother ain't taking it to well but I'm here for him don't you worry about that I'll make sure he sees threw brother we just all wished we knew what you was going threw because you know we would have been there for you just like any other time I just pray to God that you found piece before you made that move yal listen up when was the last time you just picked up the phone just to call an check on some one to see if they was okay just a simple phone call could save someone's life what ever it is your doing stop an pick up the phone an reach out to some one man because you might not get that chance a again one min your here an the next min your gone ill never forget that phone call with the heart breaking news that you was gone I didn't want to believe it hanging up the phone an suddenly had chills to the bone man I cried like a baby all that we have left is the memories we had with you some times I can feel you in my presents like your rite there beside me an suddenly I know it's you that old shed we all spent many nights in just laughing and carrying on like brothers do is the only place I go to to find piece an just kick back an think about you with tears slowing rolling down my face then those chill bumps cover my body yea brother I know that's you sitting there bueside me then a smile cracks on my face followed with laughter because suddenly all the memories start coming even faster I love you boy an man I just wished I'd only knew because we all would have been there for you