mind feels

my mind it feels like a prison inside sometimes I feel like I wanna die but I stoll try trying to survive I can feel it sometimes ywa sometimes I wanna be alive and other times I wanna die you can't see my pai your on the outside looking inside it's a shame I wear my emotions around my sleeves sometimes I hate earth I just wanna leave catch q vibe like on Christmas eve other times I bury my emotions inzide so u can't see the real me yea I hate police tryna catch me lokey all I do is selling ps but u can forget the q I remember they told me things ever since things never been the same yea things change it's a shame life is one big game we all play to win hope God forgives my sin I am on the outside walking in everyday I go get lit trying to get litty cause real life can get ugly I seen some things that are pretty yes so I been pretty shitty trying to make the best of it my gf been seeming counterfeit life is one big maze a s I'm trying to get out of it my dad told me I only seen half of it so ots okay I wanna make a change we running this rat race trying to keep up with the pace but everything goes so fast thinking about the past nothing good ever seems to last it's a shame we all playing this big game and I wanna make a change yea but and I just wanna get rich fuck the bullshit we all playin to win life's a bitch