#innocence gone

never forget the night that my innocence was taken from me i was still a fuckin baby i.was only 9 this was way way way before time I was dime standing in the school lunch line ...wondering am I fine or if I'm .not should should I tell mom or should I tell my counselor I don't know what the fuck to do so imma ball it up and just shut up like a fucking trooper ..... the next day had approached I chocked up asked why he do it he turned and looked so silly like I was fool told me to be cool don't act up he won't pull out that tool he said he would shoot mommy and my sissy if I spoke the truth