mind on fleak/ stuck/ in a constant geek take u a seat understand with no one to look up to / thoughts wont slow down / like nascar race no smile no laugh/ not even a frown / let down since birth/ never knew my worth / somedays i felt cursed/ i felt empty then the pain got worse and worse tears / i just let em rain/ the only one left behind/ all alone so i felt like a failure n didnt know the definition/ school taught me nothing / while dare taught me something/ i had no ambition couple screws missin everyone was fake/ grass cut low to watch for snakes/ my happy place /was anyplace /in outerspace/ lost kid no soul /no goals / not a bit of ambition/ with no mom nor dad /who i did have loved me the most once i was dosed i was dosed for life no high ment im not alright no high was the end of life no high ment sick as can be once i was dosed iwas dosed for life