demon

it's like this I'm a sad fucked up kid don't know where I'm going just looking for an answer I feel like a demon feels like I've been eaten feel like I've been beaten this is the reason y I can't be a beacon bc I'm a demon my scars have deepened I wish I wasn't treated like I've been cheated I've been defeated and now I'm heated I can't keep being seated all my enemies are about to get deleted they pleaded but j did what was needed and the mission was completed bc I'm a demon imma demon can't be reasoned with gonna finish what I start I got a black heart I want to be on top of charts I hate when we are apart but I'm not good for u and this is just true can't shake off the blues I'm running in my shoes and I just poured my booze jn my double cup idk know what's what all I do is cut man I don't feel right jn my gut I'm feeling bad jm getting really sad I'm actually getting pretty mad this is bad I'm infuriated my eyes are dilated and I'm hated bc of what I created I created me but no one wants to see the new me so I'm left unseen it's gives me ptsd of the times where I was alone with no home kn my own but I've grown and know im on the throne I'll never be dethroned bc I'm a king the king of demons I don't need a thing I'm just doing my thing man jmma bout to choke u out with string and I'm ok with being a fling just please don't cheat or they get will get beat on the street please just take a seat here have a treat aND taste defeat I feel like an elite but still I feel like a demon feels like I've been eaten feel like I've been beaten this is the reason y I can't be a beacon bc I'm a demon my scars have deepened I wish I wasn't treated like I've been cheated I've been defeated and now I'm heated I can't keep being seated all my enemies are about to get deleted they pleaded but j did what was needed and the mission was completed bc I'm a demon imma demon bit she an angel and it's painful she's an archangel she is so faithful I'm hateful I'm disgraceful since imma demon can't be with an angel and I'm not able to sit at the table with her so I push her away might end up dying today I lay awake and get baked light up the cigarette bc I'm upset and I'm trying to forget that imma demon