Verse: Have you ever cried in the rain? You aint never felt my pain I done been through so much shit I might as well let my teardrops fade away Might say fuck it and hop on a plane, don't know where I'll go but it's better than here while watching my dreams slide away aye Fuck that fuckboy say to my face Ima gravedigger digging up graves I've been living too much in the past Tryna take all my hopes to grave Trying to find answers but it won't change I've been getting too far outta range Don't know who I am I feel estranged Chorus: ive been Crying in the rain I dont do it anymore cus it doesn't numb in the pain Crying in the rain Verse 2: Trying to change my attitude But that shits hard when you feeling radical Might take Lil bitty bit of that adderall Just to feel something that matters I guess I never feel like I matter at all I'm taking fall seeing the rain drops all on my car uh yea I prolly should speak from soul But 19s been hard on my heart I guess I'm just not feeling whole So I just look up to the stars Hoping they can fix this hole thats been bleeding from the start