momma (remake)

momma please tell me why is life so strange? I'm sorry that I cry, I'm trying hard to change, dear god tell me why, is life just a game? don't cry mom, I'm trying so hard to change, I shave my face whenever it gets too hairy, I shame my grace when life gets too scary, God dares me to do something more daring, I feel bad cuz all I've done has just been staring, up at the clouds, My heart's been tearing, Ive been down, I lost lifes bearings, it's scary how growing up is rarely any fun. pledges, ledges, stresses, sharp edges, Testin, wrestlin, questions, armed weapons, headings, tensions, pensions, heart sessions, endings, heavens, lessons, charmed presences, I wish I knew, but I couldn't tell ya, if I could, then I'd never ever fail ya, so listen when I tell ya here I am, at this door, I keep knocking, but get ignored, so what to do now, I'm so confused how, I ended up on the floor, Who me? abuse, how? I'm so amused now, how long has it been? I'm so bored, what to say, tell me how to say it? if this a game, then show me how to play it? or escape it, chase it, erase, whatever it is man, I know I gotta face it,