BackStory

#MissQB #QueBea #BackStoryPt1 #BackStory #BackStoryMissQB lyrics: if you wanna know a little bit about me, missqb. here's a backstory, it's deep here's part one if I could go back to 2008, I don't know if I would change my fate I was 18 and I thought I knew it all who would of known that my decisions reflected my 28 year old fall I'm in awe, just appalled.. how confident I was but I didn't see the fault that lacked confidence I was standing 10 ft tall.. I see now, looking back, I was never that at all it took tht long to become the attitude I aquired &the feisty fired, little woman, so young, so new, who knew nothing of to come and I cant believe the truth in 2010 I was 20 and i lost all my friends I was in love and searching for the wrong ways in those days, I was getting high to pass by, being dumb and being young, I thought it was fun.. until the day they decided to fuck with me.. I was nieve and I still grieve how they stole away and changed my stay I was drifting away in a muck Soni sought nothing but attract thought and I wanted it so bad but those haters wanted to derail me and keep it as a reminder to this dathat people are sick and disgusting in their ways that no one speaks on but I was on the run and I knew better that the truth was down in their fun still haunts me, showed me a new side of myself a fear I never felt I was banished in a world and noone believed what I felt and what I seen and I know it was a mean..........joke... but still to this day I'm no longer so tough, I went from being rough to fearing stuff I no longer trusted people or the dark a ploy in a way took me from me I had to pay but I got away and maybe even at 20 I could different my fate a picture of love blinded and i stayed even after all that stuff but then in 2012 I had a true love e spell my daughter filled my heart and I would repeat all that hell to see her eyes gaze at me again for the first time she knew whoni was bit she didn't know she made my life fine in the meantime life was masked with the house game i thought it was real, the family and the deal I envisioned it was there to heal I was becoming the one I wanted to grow the one I wanted to show the way I felt better in 2013 I got married blinded by love it controlled me but it was never finallized... in denial think i was hiding behind a curse then again in 2915 we were trying to make it thru and what a better way to have our baby boy then we found out it was my twins and my boys they are the best little gift Ive ever been given after that things got tough and we went thru stuff and I wish i could absorb it all over again that feeling of holding them tight on my arms but mommy and daddy had changed and by 2015 it got worse it was curse I held on so much he shut me out if his touch but I would never trade away my babies they're the best part of me