Realest Shit I Never Wrote

#spiritual #session #practice #therapy #livinglegendstatus #underground #unsigned #underrated #overlooked ...HIGHLY BLESSED AND FAVORED BY THOSE WHO TRULY JUDGE THE VIBRATION WE CREATE IN LIFE, MUST I REALLY SPELL OUT WHAT IS ALREADY IN YOUR MIND?? RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES, RECONFIGURE THE WORDS IN THE SENTENCE AND YOU WILL SEEK THE ONLY ANSWER, THERE EXISTS NOT ONE GREATER... I over think because I get my coat shoes and hat took whenever I blink by those who claimed a brotherly bond, fuck friends you had when u was teen, my twenties have been a mufucka bcuz I look at everything this world offers to me with a high level of jaded vision, I see things through a lense of intent indignation of cynicism n regret, the consequences of my actions are the most unbearable feelings and pain I cant relent, thats most peeps today I don't believe are really them, the brothers n other people that I knew have somehow been consumed by some sort of self absorbed ego GOO this simulations seems to much more commonly produce...as time goes on to it's destination, the simulation starts to play a game that we aren't capable of playing... those that follow believe what I'm sayin bcuz they know good and evil is real, and prayer really works.. God has never directly spoken to me yet I know he opens my memos, leaves my texts on read I feel Gods forgiveness when I forgive and that is so opposite of the cave I came up in..... my psyche is unsolved status .so take a crack and venture a guess or feedback ...one thing about being on this journey I dislike more than all other things that.. that every one of my evolution stages have been right on the stage for the entire world to watch it...as set it up by myself prior ..it's not that it happens it's that gross feeling like of an old stench of arrogance .....I hope I am flawed at perceiving myself and I would really love to know how I'm received generally...YES I am fishing for COMPLIMENTS..I HAVE A SPECIAL FISHING LICENSE & HERE'S WHY.. I'm also fishing for FEEDBACK OF ALL SHAPES N COLORS, I've really picked up on some priceless gems in moments where most Talk When They Shoulda shut the stupid asses up, I only take my shots when I want because I earned it and learned it from being raised by the shadows and being burned with silence, if u struggle with that stealthy monster then prepare to die something violent ... I speak only of MY TRUTH- I consider EVERY word I say to be stuff I'd wager an eye but not two...what's that say about what I feel about you??? Lesson 1 ...will now conclude ....class dismissed ... ...... ... .. .