the walls are closing in my lifes fading I think I'm losing it my spirits leaving me I should get used to this I'm here all by myself voice in my head my pills are by my side I'm lost in my own thoughts all I think is paradise I'm going crazy baby don't hate me I can't control it I've been messing up I'm drowning in my own tears I'm drugging myself tryna stay sane but Sanity's so far away where was you when I was popping the pills all I need was love but u gave me the hills just learnt to use my heart so I'm using it less