This life is so hard I know I will not go far I know I won’t be a star This life is so tragic Drugs are my magic For this pain to fade My depression won’t go away There is no place to stay Moving everywhere is my way today Can’t stay in one place This feelings a disgrace I feel like a monster in restraints Held back in my ways How do I break out of this phase This mentality in need of erase I have been used For my kindness for weakness I cannot stand this I look in the mirror and I see nothing Someone who was bound to be something My life has fell apart into pieces I fell to my knees And said fuck this I can’t go on with this My burdens drown me like water Flowing up till I can’t bother So I gave up on my father And my mother too I love them but can’t afford to get used