everything good comes to and end with all my heart forever lost found myself alone and without my memory who am i where am i the whole picture is out of tune ruins of my past come to me in dreams brutal the weight of the world on my shoulders now that im suffering an unknown mental disorder I'm about to cross the border it's sad that it has to take over everything my identity friends and family life as i known it to be now im nothing to no one my life is done and i pray for death every morning waking up disappointed there's nothing more for me twisted sadness misory depression sets in even the voices left outcast from society the will to live died along time ago patiently waiting forever forgotten .