One way Love

At this point I don’t know if I love you. What’s the point if u don’t love me back. I’m starting to lose hope in me and u. I feel like ur holding me back. I need to find others to love. I thought u were the one but u never loved me. Always wanted to be with u but u always rejected me. You were nothing but a toxic attraction. Left me broken hearted. Led me in a trail where I became trapped. The trap I always fell for. You knew how I loved you. Better than any guy u ever had. If we r best friends then why didn’t I get a chance at your love. I tried so many times that I can’t even count any more. I wanted you so much. Just because I’m an ugly motha fucka I didn’t get a chance. I’m nicer than any guy you ever had. We r best friends but never gave me a chance. Now I’m running from your love and for once I’m fast. I want to get away. Don’t act like u want me then run away from the attraction. Don’t know why it took me so long to figure out what you were doing to me. Draggn me through the mud while I put you through a rose field. You treated me like a peasant while I treated you like my queen. Don’t make me seem like the bad guy. The way you treated me was vile.