strength in unity💪

pick up bruv..yo listen. stuff I've been facing in the hood got me going dizzy now am all confused,felt like I'mma holla at u cause u my real gee.. thought it was gon be easy,never thought I would be calling so soon,but I need ya never thought the trials could get this fucked up I'm hooked up,feeling like a little piece of pickup with all I've been through think i need to see the bishop hey I'm tired of all the drinking and obsession,tryna get a vision it's why i need to see u.......so i pray God...save my soooooul today make me whole again fill my cuuuuup again take me up,yo i wanna turn anew bur this feeling so unreal I feel neva gon make it to the scene...hey always trying so to feel better.. it's either on the phone or written in a letter... promised to stay by me all the time big brother.. I'm bothered but now i need u most read my letter....read my letter hey what u see inside is all that matters yo....neva go beyond what u gathered...and try to stay strong for me brother...i need u for my life to be better.. remember what we promised to our mother..and all the conversations we had with our father now u know how i feel big brother so i pray God.save my soul today make me whole again fill my cup today take me up ahey...but also recall all the good times the goodness of God in our own life..yo waking up daily thats one blessing getting what to eat it's another blessing sheltered and clean still another blessing hey.....i give gratitude to God 🙏