Satanic Sacrifice

my brother is in the hospital again so cigarettes are my medicine motorcycle injury how innocent but i guess im to blamed for sacrificing him to the devil for fame blood stained memories haunting me in my sleep is this just a dream make believe no i honestly made this move now i repent to be in heavens presence not in burning pits of pestilence im ashamed and god is not in my defense what should i expect after my reckless deal with Satan so now im debatin is my life worth savin slavin to be in entertainment and famous but what can you do when you among the few need connections like a map and borders i wont take orders though especially ones centered on cancelling my freedom of speech to say the least im off my leash what you expect from a beast off the streets im here to eat a full plate of royalty manifested majority i wont go to college cus thats a waste of time nickles and dimes so i write these rhymes one at a time am i losing my mind im doin just fine as i wine and dine with kings and presidents at bohemian grove all robes doors closed no escape from this maze now im trained to take fire aim im the industries greatest weapon hard to maintain tekken blows to the head in seconds so what do you need my seed you succubus cant get i stay humble till i make it shakin hands with Satan rich as fuck vacations i made a sacrifice though my brother and fam not to be famous on the gram nether but the ether in feelings hurt whatever that means i got money much cheese.