ok, now im alive open up deez fuckn eyez can u c whut i c a fuckn failure doomed 2 fuckn b n ever since birth my whole existence wasnt even worth a hoe azz fuck, nothin.... at least yall fuckz can b sumthin u foolz got tha life n me i wasnt never right fallin straight threw tha rabbitz hole all i can say iz that most of u kno preordaned iz whut yall say 2 suffer until my dyin day when i would b hung on da cross but i aint even catholic boss my name iz bn red n i was da one dat lost my fuckn head long ago in another time thiz muthafucka had chosen fate 4 mine 2 b cased in hell for safe keeping meanwhile on tha outz they wernt fuckn weeping how about livin it up while my soul was forsaken in a rut all i could do was watch wondering if i would ever reach tha top insectz rejectz finally made my way out but only to enter another drought how about another type of hell n my memory would b erased as well 2 suffer iz all that i would kno even up until my final blow when i would take my last breath nailed opon a cross will b my death suffering pain humility anger anger all ive ever known iz lonlynezz...